My New Year's resolution was to write more, and since it's almost October, I guess I could at least try.
I should've known my routines would be too chaotic, the months too blurry, and the summer too hot and endless.
Tarot readings and automatic writing warned me about the tumult I would face this year, and they DELIVERED!! 🙃
We just moved into a new place & have barely decorated yet.
(Should I build a pigeon sanctuary on my patio?! 🧐)
We’ve juggled drama, vacations, and ER visits.
I’m working harder than ever and earning more than I ever thought was possible (at least without resorting to the most exciting of crimes)
But it’s been one tower moment after another, setback after setback, each one paving the way for a breakthrough, each pushing me to new heights.
I barely recognize myself.
If you're also feeling dizzy from all these vibe shifts, you’re not alone. I’m a tarot reader on a psychic hotline, and nearly every caller is overwhelmed by rapid changes.
There are multiple astrological influences at play, and especially over the next few weeks, the usual rules are out the window.
What’s been lurking beneath the surface is about to make a grand entrance, so prepare for your energetic closeup.
So many of us have experienced overwhelming shifts in perspective, forcing us to question our deepest-held beliefs.
I've had to face my own selective vision, to see where I’ve been willfully blind to uncomfortable truths.
I’ve confronted my own cowardice and tried to atone for avoiding reality just because I feared the consequences.
Yet, the things that have tripped me up for years are simply evaporating.
I just don’t care about them anymore.
I’ve noticed a similar phenomenon in my callers.
A fire has ignited within them and within me, and it seems we feel ready to step into the shoes of our best selves.
The hardest part of this journey is surrendering to spirit’s plan for you. Spirit sees the most beneficial and satisfying path to get you from where you are to where you want to be. Spirit’s path usually takes you out of your comfort zone and unearths everything you’ve repressed, so the ego fights like hell to take “control” of the situation.
Go ahead and try, if you must 💀
Just make sure you also spend some alone time with yourself, preferably now, and ask: “Who would I want to be if I could be anyone?”
Be honest with yourself.
Notice how you are already similar to this person.
Ask yourself why you want to be this way—is it for power, freedom, validation? Is there anything you want to experience just for pleasure’s sake?
Here’s a hint: you CAN be anyone.
Hint number two: focusing on the things you want to experience for the simple pleasure of the experience itself is a lightning-fast shortcut to the surrender process.
In fact, if you get out of your own way, spirit’s path will transform you into this person, whether you’re ready or not. Try to let go of the reins this month and see what happens.
You’re beautiful,
Star